Athena's Truth

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Sat, 18 May 2013 23:19:13 -0400

coffeepeople: I just want someone to sit and listen to music with me all the...

Sat, 18 May 2013 00:51:47 -0400

coffeepeople:

I just want someone to sit and listen to music with me all the time.

Yesssssssssssssss,

Wooowww…this is bad, I just wanna drink and it’s only been 3 days. I think I’ve turned into a bit of...

Fri, 17 May 2013 21:11:00 -0400

Wooowww…this is bad, I just wanna drink and it’s only been 3 days. I think I’ve turned into a bit of an alcoholic…woops. :/

EDIT: What has become of me…drinking alone in my room to fall asleep. Yup, I’ve become one of those.

I just need someone to talk to...

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:53:09 -0400

And these regrets and mistakes Will they ever erase? My mind and my conscience Can they be at ease...

Thu, 16 May 2013 19:58:13 -0400

And these regrets and mistakes
Will they ever erase?
My mind and my conscience
Can they be at ease with a constant
I can’t take this weight on my shoulders
I’m appalled in being the holder
Of bad memories, stupid actions
Let’s start anew, true factions.

I mean there was someone I was starting to really enjoy. The wrong person probably. And he would...

Thu, 16 May 2013 02:36:41 -0400

I mean there was someone I was starting to really enjoy. The wrong person probably. And he would bother me all the time to hangout and to see me. But the times I was free, and he knew that, he didn’t care enough to try. All of the sudden he dropped me. Just like that. The last times I would ever see him again and all we said was a mere goodbye. He probably didn’t see how I actually cared for him. But it was pretty shitty when he didn’t give me a chance to.

Broken?

Thu, 16 May 2013 02:25:36 -0400

I’ve realized something lately. I’m going to confess some things, so please do not judge me. Recently, I’ve been getting with pretty much any guy who is interested in me. I mean some guys, no. I’ll say no to. But mostly, and it is truly disgusting. I don’t ever mean to, but it happens. I started to become really upset with myself but then I found out why when explaining to a friend. I used to be the biggest tease. I would flirt, talk and then say haha but no more. Now, I’m a girl who has no idea what love is, what liking someone is or how either feels. The only time I think I actually truly liked someone was last semester. I loved his personality, the adorable expressions he made and just everything. It was different for me. When I kissed him, it felt different from when I’ve ever kissed anyone before. Just like my old ways though, I was always afraid to go any further. So whenever he wanted to, I shut him down. Again and again this happened. One day, I didn’t allow myself to kiss him, just hangout. That very day I got a call. It was done. Everything. It was just about appearance it was stated clearly to me. I guess after that I just kind of broke. I guess after that I felt, everyone who seems to be interested in me just wanted to hook up and hooking up with someone apparently didn’t mean anything so why not. I saw how it meant something to me but not to him. So now I’m in this twisted mindset of nothing mattering anymore. Because all my “feelings” are no longer. I’m glad I have the summer to revive, because this just isn’t me. The only good thing is I’ve made some awesome friends along this messed up path who’ve been helping me tremendously without even knowing it. I just hope I can see the light again..what developing feelings for someone really means and how different it is from everything else I’ve known.

Le petit prince me manque.

Wed, 08 May 2013 15:59:51 -0400

Le petit prince me manque.

I wish this didn’t always happen to me. I wish people didn’t always connect to each...

Sat, 04 May 2013 02:43:12 -0400

I wish this didn’t always happen to me. I wish people didn’t always connect to each other. I just want a drama free friendship or relationship. Why can’t that happen. I finally find someone who’s different to me. Someone I actually enjoy talking to and my friends have to have wanted him before. This is great. And on top of it idk if I fucked it up. Ugh. Life tho.

I feel like crying. All these emotions and memories and people. I just don’t know how to...

Wed, 01 May 2013 02:33:55 -0400

I feel like crying. All these emotions and memories and people. I just don’t know how to handle it all.. I still really like him. And idk, maybe it was love. Because it won’t go away. I wonder why people keep drifting away though. Even the other one. Who told me the sweetest thing and then stopped talking to me..I really didn’t do anything…why does everyone have to leave

mynameiselly: The story of my lifecan be summed up bysaying that I avoid lookingeveryone I’ve ever...

Wed, 01 May 2013 02:25:10 -0400

mynameiselly:

The story of my life
can be summed up by
saying that I avoid looking
everyone I’ve ever loved
in the eyes.

declaringwar: Out This is adorable.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 01:10:33 -0400

declaringwar:

Out

This is adorable.

"It’s spring fever. That is what the name of it is. And when you’ve got it, you want - oh, you don’t..."

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 14:43:05 -0400

“It’s spring fever. That is what the name of it is. And when you’ve got it, you want - oh, you don’t quite know what it is you do want, but it just fairly makes your heart ache, you want it so!”

- Mark Twain (via hoodoothatvoodoo)

DIRECT.

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 01:55:49 -0400

I’m being completely direct from now on. I can’t deal with these dumbass games. If you piss me off, I’m gonna tell you. I’ve wasted too much time on this back and forth unnecessary shit. Sorry, but I’m not sorry.

When you let people in is when the problem starts. The closer and closer people are to your...

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 03:05:58 -0400

When you let people in is when the problem starts.

The closer and closer people are to your heart,

the stronger damage, impact it has on you.

If you never shared anything, they’d never have parts of you

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Sat, 30 Mar 2013 02:19:05 -0400

Wow.

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 00:59:38 -0400

Someone just said possibly the nicest, sweetest thing that has ever been said to me. I can’t even speak right now.. I did not expect that response at all. I’ve never felt this flustered. Wth..

areaofinterest: Michael Chase Love this. If I could have a...

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 20:55:28 -0400

areaofinterest:

Michael Chase

Love this. If I could have a canvas version. Yes.

heycuddleme: ❀

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 20:33:51 -0400

heycuddleme:

❀

I am sick, I am dead I will bury my head. The pain, the suffering The “but it all was finally...

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 17:15:53 -0400

I am sick, I am dead
I will bury my head.
The pain, the suffering
The “but it all was finally working”
I lie on the couch,
Try and figure out
Why laughter and fun
Always comes at a price,
Why ups must always come down.
Life has never seen a smile without a frown.
When finally you’ve found the place you belong, you find you’re not at all strong
To move from the trap of life you’re in
Oh well, I guess happiness is just a fling.