It’s not even needing to meet a guy. I just want to meet someone I can talk to whenever and not feel like I’m bothering them. I want someone who I can easily talk to without having to think our force it.

I’m really refreshed to meet someone new and different.

Maybe good things do happen… :)

Why did you leave me
If after I hear you say you love me
How did you tell me I meant nothing
When you go around telling people I was something?
You shut me down
And messed me up
I tried to heal
But that was tough.
Now you leave me still to think
Did he lie to hope true feelings shrink?

Is it bad that instead of being happy about summer, I just wanna get through it so I can go back to college? I just miss the structure and the people…

coffeepeople:

I just want someone to sit and listen to music with me all the time.

Yesssssssssssssss,

Wooowww…this is bad, I just wanna drink and it’s only been 3 days. I think I’ve turned into a bit of an alcoholic…woops. :/

EDIT: What has become of me…drinking alone in my room to fall asleep. Yup, I’ve become one of those.

And these regrets and mistakes
Will they ever erase?
My mind and my conscience
Can they be at ease with a constant
I can’t take this weight on my shoulders
I’m appalled in being the holder
Of bad memories, stupid actions
Let’s start anew, true factions.